My Dailies 2007

JANUARY

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Today I pretty much just sat around and got my new Windows Vista computer all configured to where it's able to do what I use to be able to do with my Windows XP. So far every thing is working pretty well. Only one program wasn't able to install,... my Label Factory Deluxe that I use for most my mail that I send out.

I had some doors to spray paint today,.. but with the rainy like weather, I chose not to spray them today.

Hello Mariah.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Today was a work day at home. I also purchased Windows Vista Ultimate today for my desk top computer here and decided to install it too. And I've just been busy all day with it and still am. But I am at the point where I'm able to write this daily out with Windows Vista today.

It seems a bit different than Windows XP so far,.. like it's going to take some getting use to. And it seems like moving files from one folder to another was easier in Windows XP,.. but maybe I just haven't seen all the options yet.

Hi Mariah,.. saw your picture on the cover of Playboy magazine last night on your website.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Today was another work day. The other day I covered a hole on the roof of the job where I was remodeling their babies room, because they have had racoon's up in their attic. Today I found out that I trapped one of the raccoons up in the attic, so I had to uncover the hole so the raccoon could get out.

Also today,.. I found out that it wasn't necessarily my brake cylinder that was sticking and causing my brakes to heat up to the point where they are smoking hot. Because they were smoking hot today too. And it looks like I've fixed it by adjusting the rod that engages the brakes through the master cylinder.

The last time I had somebody else do my brakes, they adjusted that rod to tighten up the slack that I had in my brake pedal. And it was like it really needed it too. But I think it got adjusted a little to far in to where it was causing my brakes to be slightly engaged while I was driving.

After I adjusted that rod today, while driving back home from Orange county I couldn't smell that burning smell that I was smelling on the drive there anymore,... and my brakes didn't feel as hot when I got home and checked them too.

Well,... I've still gotta cook dinner for the cats,.. and I've got some online banking to do,.. finish my dailies here and I think that will be about it for today.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Today my job that really needed to get done was "fix the brakes on my Van". So even though it didn't sound good to do it,... I fixed my brakes on my work van today. It was nice that the weather was good,.. I was thinking that I may have to do it in the rain after seeing the weather forecast.

The rear brakes on the passenger side of my van were so burned up that the brake cylinder and brake shoes were ruined, and all the springs were damaged and falling off. I think that brake cylinder was sticking and causing the brakes to be applied while driving.

Well,.. I've just finished having a bowl of rice,.. and I've still got my laundry to fold,.. and then my day will be about finished.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Today I found out that my van had no brakes this morning... So I had to take the Toyota to work today. And today was a short work day.

When I got home I checked out all the different versions of Windows Vista online,.. because I ordered a new tablet PC and it says that it is upgradable to Windows Vista Business,.. but I wasn't sure that Windows Vista Business was going to be good enough for me or not. But after looking at all the different versions,.. it's only the Home Basic version that I wouldn't go with. All the other versions look OK. I'm going to go with Windows Vista Ultimate on my desktop computer here.

I decided to try out a Toshiba Tablet PC this time. And I also ordered a Nokia cell phone to try out,.. because my very first cell phone was a Nokia,.. and it was my favorite cell phone that I've had so far.

Well, today I went down to Bed,Bath & Beyond and got me a new bathroom scale. I've never had a scale before and have always thought like this: "I don't care what I weigh,.. it's what I look like that matters". But with the way I can hardly eat a thing any more but don't appear to be losing weight either,.. I decided to check things out by weight.

When I weighed myself today,.. I've weighed in at 130 pounds,.. which isn't bad,.. because I've thought that my ideal weight looks wise may be 125.

Hello Mariah.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Well it's Friday again,.. and today was another work day. And now that I'm back home it's like I've got all kinds of chores to get to. My brakes on my van are locking up and causing the brake shoes to burn,.. and I'm going to have that to work on pretty soon here too.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hey,.. the wireless internet connection at my Motel has been fixed. Today was another work day. This babies room that I'm working on is taking some extra time to finish because it's getting a hand painted border of circles around the room. It looks like I may have to work all week end to finish it.

Hi Mariah,.. I think I'll tell ya tomorrow about what I think about going to Mexico because I wasn't able to put yesterdays dailies in here until today.

So today I had the thought as if you thought this Mariah: "I would like to have a babies room".

And I think that if I had any thing to do with it that you can certainly have one too.

But I did hear you tell Tawny Little,... "Love first" though... And I think that's the best way to go too.

I know that the years are going by for you too though,.. and that if you are the type of girl that would like to have a baby some day that you may also have that in the back of your mind...

Also today,.. at the end of the day,.. I had another thought that came to mind that came across even more so like it was yours Mariah,... and it went like this: "You don't have to worry about me,... I'll be the one going along with God's wishes".

And when I analyze that statement,.. it looks like it's saying a lot more than whats on the surface.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Today was just another work day,.. and this room that I'm working on is starting to look finished.

Tonight my wireless internet connection isn't working. I went over to StarBucks to use theirs,.. but I didn't have a TMobile card. So I'm gonna go see if I can use the Motel computer to upload this Daily.

Nope,.. their internet connection here on their computer too is not working,.. so it looks like I'm going to have to wait til another day to upload this daily.

Well,.. I was able to barrow a computer on Thursday morning to upload this daily. Pretty cool,.. I can install my Edit Pad Pro onto a USB flash drive and use it on another computer to upload to my web sites.

Hi Mariah,... I like your pictures that I have with me. Maybe I've already told you that though... I've looked these pictures over pretty well,.. and "all of you looks perfect to me".

Today when I got back to the Motel,.. I sat down and looked over at your picture,.. just looking at you normally,.. and a smile came across my face. I didn't mean to have a smile come across my face like that,... it just happened is all,.. and I can tell where it's coming from,.. and that's one of the type's of good vibes I get about you especially lately.

So Mariah,... today I thought about the subject of me going to Mexico like I've talked about before. Whether or not I would still go now if Scott came back and would like to go. And I thought,.. if you feel like it,.. "think about what you think your ideal guy would do",... and I'll tell you what I think tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Today was just another work day. Today I had a friend that's out of work come and help me though, and things got done quicker today for sure.

Hi Mariah,... I got good vibes in my mind today about You.

This is a cool little Motel that I'm staying at. They have a Patrick's Pub connected to the Motel. From my room it's about 30 feet to the door of the Pub. I've never even been in there. But I think it's cool anyway.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Today was another work day. I'm working back down at Corona Del Mar, California again this week,.. so I'm going to be staying down here in my Super 8 Motel again all week.

I'm remodeling their babies room. This couple that I'm now working for are getting ready to have their first child.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Today I welded up an aluminum door jamb for a friends Motor home, and I made a Motel reservation for next weeks work. And I went and textured some walls in a garage. And I picked up my shop vac from another job.

Then I went to the bank and deposited a check. And then I came home and took a shower and threw a load of laundry into the washer.

And now I've gotta cook dinner for the cats, then fold my laundry when its finished. Then I've gotta finish packing, because I'm working out of town next week too. And I don't remember learning anything new today.

And that's about it for today....

Hi Mariah.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Today was another work day,.. and now that I'm home I'm doing another load of laundry, and I've still got to cook dinner for the cats.

Hi Mariah,... today I put another video in your private area for you. I would of just put it out here,.. but there is one thing I said in it that makes it seem like more of a private place type video.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Today was just another work day and I don't remember learning any thing new today.

Man,... when I got home today I had a couple mix drinks,.. cinnamon and Irish Cream,.. and I got a head ache from it now and don't feel so good any more.

Hi Mariah,.. I got the impression that you found the place in my web site that I was talking about in yesterdays dailies. Great if so,.. and I put another page in there for you today too.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Today was another work day and I don't remember learning any thing new today.

Hi Mariah,.. today I got the impression that you may think that some of this computer stuff is pretty cool. So today I thought that you may like this too if so. I thought I'd make a special place for you alone here in my web site. If you go to the above link that says "My Dirty Dailies" and click it,... then when the password prompt comes up,.. your password is: a thought that was transferred from your brain to mine not too long ago. Type it in all lower case letters with no spaces in between the words and no punctuation. Your hint is: there are seven words.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Today was just another work day. And I don't remember learning any thing new today.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Today I ran around getting materials most of the day and didn't get to the job until about 3:00 pm. I'm working in Corona Del Mar, California this week. And I'm staying at the Super 8 Motel in Costa Mesa for the rest of the week.

They have wireless internet here and I've got a really good connection too.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Well today was another work day. And today while listening to the radio they made it sound exactly like they cant use the word "bulls__t" on the radio. So I guess maybe I ought to move my video where I said "bulls__t" to my dirty dailies. I was just thinking that maybe "bulls__t" is OK... Even a little kid can be a "bulls__ter". I've also heard them referred to as a,.... "you little s__t".

Sunday, January 14, 2007

I've already got a couple videos made for today's dailies here at noon today,.. so I'm going to go ahead and start my dailies early today,.. then write down my finishing statements later.

Also,.. just because a lot of my videos were made for Mariah,.. don't mean that other people cant watch them too. I don't mind.

Hi Mariah,... today's 2 videos were made for You. I played guitar for about 3 years back when I was a teenager, but I've hardly played at all since then,.. so I'm not playing very cleanly these days.

Well,.. it's later now,.. and today was kind of another kick back day too. And I don't remember learning any thing new worth mentioning. Today I made a couple videos, cooked breakfast and dinner for the cats and finished a load of laundry.

And I updated my web sites, and had me a bowl of Rice a Roni. It was really good. A new version of Rice a Roni called Nature's way, Parmesan and Romano cheese flavored.

"Had to remove these videos. New server doesn't allow any room for videos."

video 1 - (Me singing a little song I wrote for Mariah, acoustic version, Stonewinner)

video 2 - (Me singing a little song I wrote for Mariah, electric guitar version, Stonewinner)

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Today has been kind of a kick back day,... I've had a headache all day so far. Also I've been grocery shopping today and I'm still in the process of finishing a load of laundry.

Hello Mariah. Here are the original words that I wrote for the song "Hey Jack"... Yes,.. maybe it goes without saying,.. but,. the song was written for Your dog Jack.... And You too though.

Hey Jack
I don't know you
but I think I'll let you know that
I've seen you
running at Mariah's high school
it was night time there
you looked like a happy guy
I like your beige one eye
and I don't mean to sigh but I
got a picture of you
it looked like happy times too
it was Christmas time
and that's probably good for you


so hey Jack
this song is for you
thought I'd let you know that
I've seen you
with your feet up on the cat room door
but I didn't see no cats
just a room filled with things that look like cats
and then she shut the door
so I couldn't see no more
but


Hey Jack
yes I'm talking to you oo oo
and I've got another picture too
cant hardly see you in it though
but I see your leash
that strap that's connected to you
and around your neck
And I don't know about you but
I wouldn't like being strapped like that if it was me


Hey Jack
this song is for you
Jack
I'm talkin to you
Hey Jack
I'm your friend too
hey Jack


Hey Jack
no,.. you can stay there
that's Ok,.. I'll get in the back...

Also,... I've seen your new video that was just put on your web site where you said that your friend Tre is a "stonewinner". And in your "Welcome to Honey B. Fly" letter you make it sound like the stuff you give out for joining your fan club is a stonewinner too.

So,.. it looks like a "stonewinner" can be a person or stuff and it seems like you consider it to be a "good thing" too.

Friday, January 12, 2007

Today I finished making some Invoices for a couple jobs and went and got paid and then I went to the bank and then came home and made a few videos.

And I've still got a load of laundry to do,.. and I've gotta cook dinner for the cats.

The videos are a song that I just wrote 2 days ago.

Hi Mariah,... today's videos were both made for You2.

"Had to remove these videos. New server doesn't allow any room for videos."

video 1 - (Me singing a song I just wrote in make up, "Hey Jack")

video 2 - (Me singing a song I just wrote without make up, "Hey Jack")

Thursday, January 11, 2007

I just about went to bed tonight and forgot about my dailies here today.

Today was just another work day. And I've written a new song of my own,... so I guess I could say that I've kind of learned a new song today. I may play it in my dailies tomorrow.

Hi Mariah.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Today was just another work day. And I don't remember learning anything new today.

Today's video is me attempting to sing a B-52's song.

Hi Mariah,... hey,.. I received something in the mail from your web site. And I do like your new signature. I've got a I love Mimi magnet here and I'm not even sure who Mimi is... Maybe it's You. I'm not sure what a lanyard is or a stonewinner is either. Maybe the lanyard is this necklace looking thing,... but I cant say that I know what a stonewinner is.

"Had to remove these videos. New server doesn't allow any room for videos."

video 2 - (Me singing a B-52's song, "dance this mess around" 2)

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Today was just another work day. And I don't remember learning anything new today.

Hello Mariah,... not that you would or have thought about this,.. but no,.. your picture on a recent cover of (I think it's the National Enquirer) hasn't turned me off.

Were special to me for as long as you think so too. And today,.. in my mind I got the impression that you do think so.

If sometimes I don't appear to have anything to say to you here,... it might just be because I'm the only one talking among us. Hey,.. I really like the pictures of you that I have around here though. And I cant help it,... but these days the ones I'm especially liking are the ones that look like you were thinking of me or us.

I like your white tiger dress Mariah. And I like that picture of you too. The one that is on your web site. I put that picture in my van,... and now I can see you during my work days too.

Monday, January 8, 2007

Today was just another work day. And it was also cat cooking day,.. I had to cook another big pot of food for them today.

In yesterdays videos I opened my mouth and out came something like "I only eat my chili with tortillas". But sometimes I do make chili french fries with my chili. I prefer to have a separate plate for my fries and a bowl for the chili instead of putting the chili on them though, because the fries get all soggy like if you do it that way. So I just like to dip them into the chili instead.

Sometimes I try Vegi chili dogs too,.. but I haven't found a vegi dog that taste like a real hot dog as of yet. Some are close,.. but one of the things that is missing is the greasiness of a real hot dog,.. and it doesn't help to fry them in oil because they don't absorb it.

And sometimes I'll make chili burgers too. Usually I just eat my chili with either flour or corn tortillas though.

I made one music video today.

"Had to remove these videos. New server doesn't allow any room for videos."

video - (Me singing along with Black Sabbath, Lady Evil)

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Today I found out that I have fixed my exhaust leak in my van and it sounds like it's running great for a change.

Also today I went to the grocery store. And I made some cooking videos for today.

Today's first video is kind of a today's dailies video and the other 3 are me cooking my chili.


"Had to remove these videos. New server doesn't allow any room for videos."

Saturday, January 6, 2007

I decided to take the weekend off from work, so today I worked on figuring out where my exhaust leak is coming from in my van. I took my passenger side exhaust header back off and took it back down to J&M Speed Center where I purchased it,... and they tested it by filling it with water. It leaked out of the center of it right away and I was able to exchange it for a new one again for free.

So now I've got the new exhaust header all installed and I'll be testing it with the motor running tomorrow. I prefer to let the high temp silicone gasket sealer cure before running the motor.

Also today, I went down and purchased a new hard drive for my desk top computer here. I've gotta either buy Windows XP again because Microsoft has deemed my copy as not genuine,.. or wait until Windows Vista comes out and get it. I'm choosing to wait until Windows Vista comes out and get it. And at that time I'm going to change to a faster hard drive too for my main or master hard drive.

And I did a load of laundry and cooked breakfast and dinner for the cats today.

Friday, January 5, 2007

Today was just another work day,.. and I don't remember learning anything new today.

Hi Mariah,... I saw a picture of you on the cover of a tabloid magazine today in the grocery store that resembled me in my last video.

Thursday, January 4, 2007

Today was just a normal work day. And I don't remember learning anything new today.

Hi Mariah,.. I got an e-mail from Fredricks of Hollywood today and it reminded me of something that I heard you say,... "that you like lingerie".

Back in my 4 and a half year relationship (Lisa), I bought some lingerie for her once. And that's exactly how often she wore it too. She wore it once in probably about a 4 year span. She wasn't really a girl that liked to dress sexy and was a girl that preferred her big style panties.

And it wasn't because of her weight or looks,... she actually had a body that looked about the same as yours,.. just a little smaller breasted was all. And she had long blondish brown hair like yours too. I've actually seen you Mariah looking just like her once. It was the look on your face and the way you looked. And I think it was in that video where you were singing with Olivia Newton John.

While I was writing all that out above about an ex-girlfriend I had to stop and think whether or not a girl would like hearing stuff like that about an ex. I thought about how I would like it if you were talking to me about one of your ex's in the same way. And I don't see it as a problem really. But if I ever find out that you don't like it,... I wont do it anymore.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Today I got all the way out to work,... and about an hour later I realized that I forgot something and had to come all the way back home.

Today I learned that the exhaust manifold gaskets that I installed yesterday in my van didn't change a thing. It still has an exhaust leak, and it sounds exactly the same as before I installed the new gaskets. So I'm thinking now that my header may have a little crack or hole in it somewhere,..... again. This would be the second time that's happened if so.

Hi Mariah,.. I saw ya on your web site already in Africa after the holidays. It seems like your a woman on the ball. Like you may of had to leave on New Years day in order to make it to Africa by January 2nd.

I was over on E-bay today checking out some things,.. and I decided to type your name into the search box,.. and I found all kinds of different pictures of You. It's like I got to see all your different sides of you today. And I saw 2,... maybe 3 pictures where just maybe you were thinking of me.

I don't know,...

But I like all your pictures,.. and I even saw sides of you today that made you look even more like my type than I had thought before today.

Oh,... and it's looked like your handwriting signature has changed over the years. I've done that over the years too. And I really dig that picture of you on the cover of RollingStone Magazine where your wearing a brown top, jeans and your hair is covering one of your eyes.

I saw pictures of you today with blond hair, brown hair and black hair and I like them all. Your real hair color looks like it may be about the same as mine. Mine has gotten darker in the past 20 years,... but back when I use to hang out at the beaches and places like that it use to get a golden blond bleached out look about it like yours looks sometimes.

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Today was my first day back to work. And it was just another work day. Today I came home and installed new exhaust manifold gaskets in my van. Just on the side that seems to be leaking so far.

Hi Mariah,.. the video below was made for You. Sorry about my fatness in this video,.. I've had one good meal in the past month,.. and my body just isn't losing weight very fast.

After proof reading this daily an hour later,.. that Sorry about my fatness part sounds funny.

But it seems like I either gotta say somethin or don't put the video in here at all.

Let's see here,... "excuse me for my fatness in this video",... hmmm,.... "It was a little uncomfortable to take my shirt off due to my fatness to make this video,... and whats worse than that is,... the way it looks to me,.. but I went ahead and put the video in here for you to see anyway".

That sounds like it might do.

I've been in a stage of life like this before back when I was around 22 years old. A time where I wasn't eating much at all,... so I started blaming my fatness on,.. it's gotta be the drinks I'm drinking. So I switched to all diet drinks and found out that it didn't make a difference at all.

So I later switched back to the sugar drinks that I use to drink and never have bothered with the diet drinks ever since. The flavor of the diet drinks was OK after I got use to it,.. but I like the taste of the sugar drinks better anyway.

That stage of life that I'm talking about up above,.... it was right after that stage of life when my life changed for the better big time. My 23rd year of life,.. when I found out what life is really supposed to be like around here.

Most all my life I've been able to eat about 1 meal per day and stay at the same weight,... but I'm in a stage of life now for what appears to me to be the second instance of this,... and again,... it's like it's gotta be the drinks again,.. because I'm hardly eating a thing.

Those stages of life back when I was 22 years old only lasted months,... and maybe only about 1 year total. The stages of life I've been in since I was 24 years old have lasted years.

20 years total so far....

Monday, January 1, 2007

Happy New Year I guess. The years really can go by faster when you get older. They sure do for me anyway.

Well,.. today I hung some drywall in my storage shed and I got my tax's all readied for the last year. I made out my estimated tax payment checks and did 2 loads of laundry. And updated my web sites.

Happy New Year Mariah. I was listening to You today,... I like your song called "circles" on your Emancipation CD.