My Story of the Universe       By Rick Allen Harrington Rick thought,.... Ok,... and proceeded to live his life that way as if it is wrong for him to be jealous,... and never to be jealous. One day, years later, when Rick is about 22 years old,... he's lying in bed thinking about,... "what's my problem?",... "why don't girls seem to like me?" He thinks,... I'm a good guy,... and I don't look that bad... Then he thinks,... "ok,... so it's wrong for me to be jealous",.. then,... "what causes jealousy?" came to mind... and he thinks,.... "want", and then immediately thinks,... woah,... it's wrong for me to want for girls... I'm Jesus Christ. And then Rick thought,... but it's not like they think,.. because it is possible for me to be with girls in every way. Rick happened to be lying in his girlfriend's bed right then. And all of a sudden Rick could think so very clearly,.. like he never thought before. He thought,... "want, jealousy & need". And came to mind was,... jealousy is wrong,.. and you don't want,.. because you don't need. And at some point,... going without food & drinks came to mind as if it was something that he should do. As if he needed to find out what he needs. Rick eventually decided to go without food & drinks for a while,... He went without for about 2 weeks and nothing happened... It wasn't like he needed anything,... his body didn't get skinny and he didn't understand as if he still don't know what he needs. So one day Rick says out in the air,... "is something going to happen or what?" And then the Earth tells him in his mind,... "it's ok to have now,... as long as you don't want for anything". So Rick is able to have food and drinks now and proceeds to start living that way again. Just as long as he don't want for any of it,... he's ok to have. One day,.. maybe a week or 2 later,... Rick is up on a roof on a job that he is working on and he is not feeling very well,... so he tells the boss and the boss lets him go home for the day. On the drive home Rick starts feeling worse and decides he would rather go to some friends house before going home. He stood there in his friends garage and told his friend,... "I'm really not feeling very well,... you mind if I go lay down for a while". His friend said,... "sure". So Rick went in and layed down and all of a sudden he started having trouble breathing. He was hyperventalating. And his mind was going crazy like,... as the Earth told him,.... "don't worry". But it was hard for Rick to not worry,... because he didn't know what was going on. He lied there and hyperventalated till about midnight that night when his friends decided they are going to call his girl friend and have her come and get him. Rick didn't want to go to any hospital. He kept telling everybody,... I don't want to go to no Hospital. But that is exactly where his girl friend took him. When he got to the hospital,... they sat him down in front of a woman that wanted him to sign a bunch of paper work. But he was sitting there still hyperventalating,... and he thought,... "this is ridiculous,... I shouldn't have to be doing this while I'm sitting here hyperventalating". He told the woman and looked at her like,... "this isn't right"... And it was hard to talk at all while hyperventalating. And soon after the Doctors & nurses came and got him. They put him in a bed and hooked a machine up to him and stuck things on his chest with wires that hooked up to the machine. And they asked him lot's of questions. And finally at some point where the Doctor was standing over him,... Rick says,... my heart just stopped. The Doctor looked at Rick and it was like Rick saw jealousy in his eyes,.... then the Doctor looks over at the machine and says,... "no it didn't,... look,... as he pointed to the machine". At that moment when Rick felt like his heart stopped,... the hyperventalating also stopped,.. and he was able to breath normal and start talking normal again too... And soon he was aloud to go home from there. What this was,... was to show Rick what it was going to be like when taking on the task of getting rid of the jealous lifeform from  Earth... He went through the fasting which seemed like a long time to him,... and then in the end,.. it was like the jealous lifeform was needing itself out of Rick's body. But Rick didn't know it at that time. And soon after that Rick's life started getting a lot better than it ever was. He stood up straighter than he ever did,... and walked so differently that it seemed embarrassing at first,.. as if people are going to notice this,... but he went along with it and it became the way he normally walked now. What is happening now for Rick is as if he got rid of the jealous lifeform and life is totally need free. Which was different than he ever lived. See, the Earth made it like he had the jealous lifeform in him all his life until then. A preparation for when he does end up with the jealous lifeform in him. So Rick's life got much better with this new way of life he was acquiring. He had times where he thought,.... "I can communicate like everybody else can now". And he had eye contact like he never had. And Rick remembers good friends saying,... "it's like he doesn't need",... about him... But he didn't really think nothing of it at the time and proceeded to keep having a good time. He was having such a good time that he thought,... it's like work is getting in the way of my having fun. And he ended up losing some jobs that way too... It was hard to get up for work when he'd been awake all weekend long. And girls were always bringing up selabacy around him at his local hang out making him think that they were talking about him... But he thought,... "but I have a girl that I sleep with once in a while",... and didn't really understand. He later thought that maybe they were thinking that way because he was never with any other girls and not even trying to be. And he was thinking that he liked that one girl at that time too. She was the one he really liked. But,... one day,... he had been living this new good totally need free life for near 1 year now,... He was standing in a bar looking over the dance floor,... and all of a sudden,.... "boom"... It was like his face was melting,... and he even looked over to a friend next to him and said that. At that point the Earth gave Rick back the life he had through his first 22 years of life. And going from a changed person where everything about living life is good to a person that instantly feels that he has a problem was not a good feeling. Rick knew that it was like he had just been given all of his old problems back and he didn't understand why. Days later,... Rick finally try's to find out why and talks out loud as if he's trying to talk to a God or something,.... he keeps asking why?,... and saying,... the only thing I don't know is what I need. The Earth didn't say a thing,.... and just left Rick to think what he will... Because for one thing,.... Rick was "wanting" right there... Wanting to know why... And that was wrong for him to be able to do the task that he would eventually learn more about. Rick was able to be with a few more girls while his life was going bad. He slept with one that he wasn't necessarily interested in,.... then another because she liked him for a long time,... and then with the one that he liked. And As he was done that night and he got up to leave,... she looked up at him and smiled,... as he thought to himself,.... "sex isn't even good anymore". And it was odd to him... Girls kept acting like they liked him for a while. Even girls that he had never even been with. It was odd because his looks changed,... and he thought,... I don't even look good anymore,.. but some girls are still acting like they like me or are interested. He thought,.. they must be going by how I use to be,... along with things they may of heard about me. PAGE 4 of 9 PAGE 4 of 9