My Story of the Universe       By Rick Allen Harrington It's something he could feel as soon as he screwed up and wanted for something. He could feel the difference in his mind and when he looked in the mirror he could also see the difference. The Earth would help him to look how he use to look back in his first 23 years of life as long as he had them in the split mode. But his looks would change back every time he screwed up and wanted for something. Which happened quite a few times in the beginning. One of the times he screwed up and wanted for something was just a question that he asked. He asked a friend,... "do you have any hot sauce?". The Earth helped so that the Jealous lifeform didn't notice that time. But his friend said,... "what?" And Rick asked the question one more time,.. "do you have any hot sauce?". And it was right there that he screwed up and wanted for something. The Earth couldn't help him the second time. So he had to go right back to fasting. At this time he was staying at a friends house. He was fasting and laying around in bed a lot because that seemed like the easiest way to go without food and drinks along with keeping his mind focused on not wanting for anything. Eventually other friends started coming by to see what Rick was doing. Some of his good friends didn't like what he was doing. They didn't understand,.. and Rick didn't know how to tell them anything about it either. Just tried to tell them that it is something that he has to do. But it didn't take long until his friends put him in the hospital against his will. They sent the Police over and the Police hand cuffed him and took him in. Rick lied there in a hospital bed and kept fasting because he hadn't fasted long enough to be able to have foods & drinks yet. At one point while lying there a Doctor came to the door and said,... "if you don't start eating we are going to shove a tube down your throat and force feed you". But Rick was able to stop fasting by the next day and that never did happen. After that they put him in the mental ward of the hospital and Doctors asked him lots of questions about why he was fasting. He really didn't know what to say or even what he should say. But he did tell them that it had to do with God,... and he told one Doctor that our bodies are not supposed to be needing. He said,... food is not supposed to be going through our veins. And the Doctor said,... "well actually it's not",.... "we call them placebos". And that was about the end of the conversation as Rick thought,... "what ever it is that you are calling the parts of the food & drinks that are going through our veins",.... "it's not supposed to be doing that". He knew,... but other people don't know this. They really have no way of knowing this unless they end up going through a similar process as he has. And they had what they called a 72 hour hold on Rick there at that hospital. So after his 72 hours were up,... he was allowed to go home. Being in a mental hospital was not a cool thing for Rick. And after this screw up he had to completely stop asking questions to anybody. He took it to the point where he don't even think like that. He didn't even think about asking  questions anymore. The next time he screwed up and wanted for something was caused by "trying to see something". He was looking up at the Stars and Planets one evening. He would be looking at one planet,... and  then all of a sudden he could see that it had a moon next to it. So he started looking at other planets and saw some more that just all of a sudden showed through to where he could see them. And that led to him trying to see moons next to planets which caused him to want for something, causing the Jealous lifeform to take back full control of giving him life again. And so he had to fast again. But this time he was living in his own place and other people didn't come around and get involved. So he was able to fast for his 3 weeks without getting put into a hospital. His parents just let him do what he was doing when fasting while he lived with them. But they didn't like it and eventually it led to them kicking him out of the house. One job that Rick ended up working on around this time was painting the San Manuel Indian Bingo & Casino. One day when him and a friend that was working with him there were walking through the Casino Rick caught the eye of some girl that was looking at him as he turned to talk to his friend. He immediately looked back at her and she kind of gasped and turned around and walked away. Which eventually led to him & her not being able to look each other in the eyes every time their paths crossed. It was a cool thing to Rick because the girl acted like she may like him. See, it had been a long time since Rick had any kind of real thing like that from a girl. And to him, she had looks that he liked too. At this time, Rick didn't think it was possible for him to have or get a girl friend. And any time that he had what they call a wet dream,... he would hold it and keep it from happening. Trying to keep any fluids from coming out of his body because he thought it was possibly a want of some kind. What would happen though was,... he was able to hold it back while his body was throbbing until it stopped it's throbbing,.... and then a minute later the fluid would ooze out anyway. But it was still a cool thing for him to have a girl acting like she may like him. He had always been the type of guy that liked girls. But not the kind of guy that has or gets girl friends very easily. During this time there was elections going on in the United States of America which is the Country Rick lived in. They had propositions that people were soon to vote on. And one of the propositions was called Proposition 5. It had something to do with the Indian Casinos and there was talk that the Las Vegas Casinos were against this proposition. Rick didn't really know anything about it other than that. And the San Manuel Indian Casino that he was working on had bumper stickers there that people could grab while they were there. They were bumper sticker "for proposition 5"... And a friend that Rick was working with put one of the bumper sticker on his car. It caused Rick to think about putting one on his vehicle. Rick thought about it and thought,... "well they are helping me by giving me work,... so I think I'll help them too" So he put one of their "for proposition 5" bumper stickers on his vehicle. Rick was much more popular than he ever knew at this time. He was popular as if he may be Jesus Christ or the second coming of. He was so popular that some people didn't like him putting that "for proposition 5" bumper sticker on his vehicle. Some people started acting odd around him. Even his parents who lived right next door to him were acting odd. Then one night, on a very windy like night,... someone gassed Rick's house. They filled the inside of the house with some type of gas while him and his Uncle were sleeping. Rick woke up and noticed. But he was real groggy like and it took some minutes to get awake. When he woke up enough, he opened up all the doors and windows and let the house air out. When daytime came that morning,... Rick's father came to his door acting all excited and looked at Rick through his screen door and said:  "Ha Ha,.... little sick?" ... Rick looked back at him and said,... "No". And then his father walked away as Rick thought,.... "He just told me that he was a part of my house being gassed last night". That day Rick talked with the Earth not knowing what he should do. And he was told that he should change his bumper sticker. PAGE 7 of 9 PAGE 7 of 9